Near-Death Experienc Of An Atheist Due To Suicide Attempt | Wolfgang Nicolaus, Berlin

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1. Welcome on this channel and thank you for watching this video! Did you also have any experiences with the other side and want to publish them on this channel? Please contact me: afterlifetv.channel@gmail.com Or share your experiences here in the comments. Thank you! Many further videos will be uploaded. Please subscribe, if you don’t want to miss them. Thanks!

2. My baby girl Beatrice just passed away March 12 2024, Its already 3 days and its almost impossible to keep moving forward without her.
   The next day i drove to the beach with my laptop, inside my car looking at her picture so i can cry freely and scream if i want to, And while i was crying i saw people reached the beach with their car and get out and takes pictures and selfies and then leave, What a society.
   I work 80 hours a week and when i get home she was welcoming me at the door and for almost 2hs she talks to me and give me love and comfort me knowing that i am exhausted and tired.
   Why i work so hard? Why I am wasting my life just to pay credit cards and at the end I will never have a home or good retirement when I get old?, I am working hard to survive and after my little daughter passed away I feel like its done, I don't want to move forward anymore.
   I fought hunger, Cold, poverty, loneliness, separation, loss, Everything you can mention, But I cant fight this new system of working and at the end of the year the only new thing you achieved is new cellphone or other stupid material that i lost interest in.
   I lived in many countries and moved 39 times, Jordan, Spain, Chile, Argentina, New Zealand, And now Canada means I started from zero many times and i am used to it and its a fun challenge for me and each time I seek the same goal, Job, Security, stability, Friends, Happiness.
   Because of the AIRBNB housing market created a nightmare for citizens to have challenges to find or afford a home to live in and investor from all over the world are buying homes everywhere, And now find safe home or safe place to live for long period its almost impossible and it will become more difficult by the time.
   So starting from zero today is almost impossible and buy new house, Don't even dream about it.
   I turn on the TV and i can watch more than 100 movies a month and at the end i don't even remember what movies i watched because of lack of experience they gave me in the movie, its just content to fill the genre list, its not an experience for us, the latest movie made me laugh is Borat and Super bad, and 40 years old virgin. Its almost 20 years passed and nothing is making me laugh since then.
   I play video games today and most of them having the same experience as tv, Its dead because investors wants to suck every penny from us without giving us the experience of playing and many genres is already died and i feel i do not feel that i belong to this hobby any more, I remember in PS1 and PS2 era, There was tons of horror, Kart, platform, action, adventure, family, couch coop, fps games, Today its just FPS and maybe two more genres.
   Lefties government ruined society, Giving people freedom that people don't know how to manage so they lose them selves and get blind and divide the society and kill the middle class, while they steel everything, creating more crimes, poverty, hunger, lack of healthcare, mass immigration, housing crisis, Look at Argentina, Venezuela, Chile, Canada, State of California, Washington.
   10.000 BC Primitive humans was leaving their cave to hunt and come back with food, today we leave house to feed the corporation and they feed us with crumbs after we gave them our life working for them as stupid and blind.
   As you can see I do not belong to this new world anymore, And I am just 37 years old, extremely healthy and strong and vegetarian, I thought that this feeling I will start developing when I am 50 or 60 because i am very open minded, But how everything is going to hell so fast and lot of change so fast and how Gen Z is facing and worse the Gen Alpha they will have the worse moments of this century.
   After my little girl passed this week, I was none stop looking if their is after life for her and if their any hope to see her again, So many beautiful things I found how Near death experience from some people feel welcome in paradise or heaven and how their Pets runs towards them, Makes me say, Why should i keep feeding the corporations and create more waste to this planet and give my money to buy food from big companies who is sucking this planet resource and destroy it, And the magic question is ( WHAT DO I HAVE IN RETURN???? ) end of the month I have nothing, Better be in after life with my little girl.
   My wife is best person in this planet and this world doesn't deserve her and specially me who is always angry and to this life around me while she is a beautiful light trying to illuminate me but, after all I am lighted but my brain is dark ruined, I am not a depressive person, I am just a trying to balance the optimism and reality while everything around me is pessimism and a i can fight against the wind to see the light and be optimistic, But if i don't see results of trying to see the light i start becoming more pessimistic.
   I am done living this life, I want to be with my little girl in Afterlife, and if their is no after life, its still better than living this life here without her love.
   Thank you for reading, I wish I can share more and write more, But I am tired to keep writing and i didn't sleep enough after I finished my first job and now I am working at the second, and can’t stop thinking about my little girl.
   Thank you
   Mom and dad and my brothers and sister for loving me, Thanks to my wife that she is best person i met and she deserve to be happy around her family and friends more than around me.
   I love you all Adri & Dante

   In case you didn't understand some words sorry my English is not my native languages.

3. No mention of Jesus, huh? You didn't see Heaven, you saw inside the cube that has your name on it. They line the walls of the pit of hell. It appears to be a small cell for eternity. Except, while you are inside, it seems infinite. For it is, and so are ewe. Every symbol showing the cube, from logos to mecca. They want you to want to enter your cube. They enjoy showing you their plans… You see,..I've been incarcerated before. You know the worst feeling about it wasn't loneliness, wasn't fear, wasn't hopelessness, it was absolutely the torment of it being self inflicted. The worst part was that I knew, I had chosen all of it. This is why you are bombarded with the truth all day .. The torment in hell is everyone chose it. Absolute Terror.

4. How does he explain children that die. They've already fulfilled their purpose?

5. Who is Yannis

6. I have also had a similar experience. I ve been shown forgiveness, love and letting go of the identification are key. When you talk to God it is easy to see and so trivial but back in my human life it is such a challenge. I think i do it step by step. I have let go of so much anger and resentment, and it is strange how happy I feel nowadays. I had the nde 2 years ago, and my inside has changed so much. I am so much happier, even though I still work the same job, and struggle with the same society.

   It was really hard for me to realize that I have chosen this lifetime. A childhood of being sold an purchased for adult´s entertainment. A childhood of racism, and harsh abuse at every level. I really did not have much of a chance as a child, but have done well nevertheless.

   God showed me my suffering and cried with me, God cried and asked me to forgive. I was told they were so proud of me, and that I did everything I came to earth to do, but I still have my children, so I must stay. I met some of the ppl that hurt me when I was a child, that have passed on, and they were not in a good space. They were like ghosts. I felt so utterly bad for them in a way we feel bad for ppl who completely ruined their lives, but do not like, you do not want to hang around them. I understood that I really must let go of all resentment, bc I have to disconnect from that kind of negativity, it has nothing to do with me anymore. That was so relieving but at the same time I learned what ignorance, being mean and taking pleasure from hurting others can take us in the afterlife.

   I also met my own familymemebers that I was taken from as a child, that I never met in my life. It was heartbreaking but the love I felt was so overwhelming, I never felt a mother´s love and for me it was so intense and beautiful. I feel so greatful for that experience.

   My life today is filled with hope and I have become more patient, kinder and happier. I laugh easily and its strange but my life has improved at every leven, even at my job, even my wage. My depression, anxiety, selfcentredness have diminished largely. I can still feel anxious about dying but I am not afraid of death. I still struggle with mindlessly racist ppl and ppl who in their ignorance look to hurt and diminish others eventhough I know that every word, deed and action are accounted for in the after life.

7. Thank you. Very enlightening!

8. MATHEW 6:14 For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.

9. 🙏

10. God Bless You Our Good Brother Amen xxxxxxx XXXXXXX And God Bless Your Earthly Life Time And Earthly Family Amen xxxxxxx XXXXXXX I Have Had A NDE. HEAVEN AMEN XXXXXX IS REAL AMEN XXXXXXX AND SO IS FATHER JESUS AMEN XXXXXXX

11. So he didn’t die. So how would he experience the afterlife?

12. He did not understand that if he did stay, he would not have gone to heaven but to hell, and the pain is so bad there. The only way to heaven is to ask for salvation.

13. This reminds me of the value i got from Howard Storm's NDE and Randy Kay's NDE.

14. As a 28 year old male, I think I needed to hear this today.

    From his problematic personality and abuse from his father, to the fact that he gave life a chance after all.. To wait and give the inevitable path an opportunity to reveal something needed for him to realize that it's okay; I can relate to this story in a different way than ones I usually hear, and this being the first one of this language as well. This must be a crucial part of my path to have sat for the time needed and listen to this.

    The most challenging, yet rewarding thing in life is patience. Acceptance too, but patience is what allows us to reach those milestones or places and things at specific points in our life that help us reflect back to what we though we thought we knew and felt, and come to terms with what we actually are and know and feel through growth and love.

    The fact that we have the opportunities to seek out answers and that nothing in this life has to remain in our minds impossible, is what motivates me the most. I just wish I knew of a more simple way to get that across to anyone who suffers such deep and dark periods in their life that they feel is hopeless

15. I just want to leave. I can't take it anymore and as I see it, I just would be not having more days of pain!

16. Can someone confirm who is refering to by the name of Jonas? Is Jonas a Angel or Jesus?

17. A defibrillator is pronounced like fib as in a lie, NOT fibe.

18. God exist He is real

19. Great video. Is it also available in the original language without the English voice over?

20. I am so sorry for everybody that has to face cheating ,i know how it hurts.Thank's for this amazing testimony !

21. Thought if he was that depessed he would have invaded Poland

22. I find it interesting that NDE experiencers in Germany and Switzerland don't have the Life review,as it happens in American NDE experiencers.

23. 4:37 he said “turn back and re-what for your suffering”?

24. I feel for this man and many accounts I have come across talk about similar experiences however..

    I get the impression at times the non physical reality has a sort of biast aspect about it.
    Think of all those other people who have ended their lives of all ages and were never sent back!
    Is there a sort of "you are not evolved enough yet, you must return aspect"!

25. I like to think that suicides would be allowed to stay and get the love they need so badly

26. You are fortunate that you were given another chance. Had you been allowed to crossover you're peace would have turned to terror. In order to enter Heaven, you must first be born again. No other way to God or his Heaven without Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior. God showed you the reality of an afterlife and the soul lives on. He showed you Heaven that you may know it is real. Give your heart and life to Jesus. You were spared the first time from a literal Hell only by God's intervention.

27. In my experience, there's often a point during the depths of suffering when I realize, "hey, it's not so bad." That little reprieve then becomes the feeling to build upon. That's the kind of spiritual development I believe the other side is requesting. And, testimony like this indicate this development was truly for a transcendent purpose.

28. Weird how media and films downplay adultery given that it is so hurtful and evil.

29. Dankie

30. How would an nde be for someone that shotgun blasted themselves w no chance of recovery

31. Impressive 👍♥️ very interesting

32. A very impressive NDE, thank you ! You have asked all the questions anyone would have, except one small question. Does Mr Nicolaus know who found him (dead) in the forest and how that came about ? Many thanks ! EDIT : I've seen it now (exhaust fumes into his car and someone found him) so no need to respond Best regards !

33. I hope God gets punched in the mouth on his throne for all the horrible things on earth that we have to suffer through. He gets to sit on a throne in a heavenly realm? No. He deserves punishment just as the next man

34. Thanks to you both, from uk

35. That was well, put together. Not too long. It got the point, make, without being too long. Thank you.

36. So what I understand is that all the suffering on this earth plane is for us to learn lessons. And the sufferings r tremendous. We need to ask God y sendnus here to suffer? I a way are we living someone's else's agenda( god's) ? Are we mere pauns in god's agenda?

37. Wonderful. Thank you. I hope you continue to make these videos.

38. Thankyou for the English translation.

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